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i'm just a little wonder person in this area called cyber space. who care with all those phrase. some space that i will vomid all or a part of my life my love my hate my word my work my wish my story my day my plan and maybe someday i'll make an announcement about my married here. but who care? because this space has no police. it just a space for do everything to make myself happy or even just make nothing just waste the time and burn some money. but who care? nobody! swear this just a space with some of paper or maybe just nothing once again just nothing. just like what i'm writting now. do you want to see me cry? do you want to see me smile? do you thinx you know me by writting my space here? you do wrong. absolutelly wrong. i'm not like to this space i created. some of mine is here but it just a little. because i dont know myself surely. whats a matter with you? do you thinx i'm get drunk or something like that? you wrong. i just get too much take some pills to heal my sick body. coffee creamer make my throut hurts and it hurts me too. much cold sweet water in iedul fitri festival make it worse. but who care? are you a doctor who cares to me? are you a nurse who remind me to take my pills three times a day? are you my girlfriend who always worry about me? are you my mother who always thinx that i do smoking here? you are a real big thing on your own opinion. but i'm nothing. i'm just a new kids on this world called blog. what is blog? i dont care and i dont scare. am i get drunk now?
nobody's understand for what why we're here. we're searching for answer that never appear. maybe if i'd real hard i'd see you trying to, to understand this live that we're all going though... yeah some of phrases above taken from guns n' roses song called dead horse. but once again who care?